03 November 2004

dazed and amazed.

it's a good day to be wearing blue.

and i feel numb... like nothing's happened at all. or like everything's happened and i'm just trying to get away from the happening by shutting down myself.

i think i'm shamefully comforted by the fact that i was right... so even if it's not what i wanted to happen, i can rest easy knowing that i am a decent predictor of events... even having actively taken steps to prevent what i predicted. wasn't there a world series rig that went something like that once? or twice?...

God bless america... i'm pretty sure i'm free... but i'm not sure about some other people around the place.

*pleading: "doagoodjob. doagoodjob. doagoodjob."*

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